I decided that I should start off with some feelings.. About today and such...
Today, a friend of mine felt like he didn't belong here... For some background info, I've been that person, and I've always wanted to help that kind of person.. or any person in general. I tried telling him to believe what he preached (because last night, he saved a life). And I think that, in itself, is life lesson for everyone to realize, maybe not by my simple words in a blogpost, but in general. Believe what you say.. Because what's the use of saying something you don't believe in and don't want to fight for?
Another thing... There's this boy. You don't need a name.. but let's call him Fred (for the sake of protecting his identity). He's so sweet, caring, considerate.. but I don't know him. He went to camp with my friend.. and I guess she talks a lot about me. So he added me and we immediately hit it off... I wish he didn't live so far away! :P I don't know.. Maybe it's just my luck. Every guy I seem to like is unavalible in some sort of way. But maybe it's all meant to be in some random, weird sense of life. I guess I'll have to wait and see.
Finally, my family's been having some really hard problems to deal with.. and I'm really inspired with the way they're handling it.. They can still sit around the dinner table, laugh and smile and make pleasant conversation. Then can look at me an my brother (12) and tell us everything is going to be okay with a straight face. It's inspiring and it keeps me going on with life. I guess that's why I'm still here. My family is so strong and uplifting. (:
This is REALLY long, sorry to all my readers! I just wanted to start this blog off right! (:
Please come back and read more!(:
Thanks!
xoxo,
Marjean.♥
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