I'm deeply, madly, in love with a man I can't have.

To whom I am madly in love with,
I want to get this off my chest, so badly. But I know it's not right to get between you two. You're the perfect couple. At least in my eyes. You're both funny, smart, talented, caring, compassionate, understanding, and all around great people. But I can't stand to look at you. You're my kryptonite. Every time I look at you, my knees go weak. When I see you together, I get jealous, but I know that you're happy, so I could never tear you two apart.  On top of that, I know I have the smallest chance in the world of you noticing me for who I am, and loving me as much as I love you. (And yeah, guys, I really do mean love. I've liked this guy for two years, and cannot ever get him out of my mind.. Love) I've liked you, honestly, since the FIRST day of seventh grade. No matter how many times I've said I've "gotten over" you, "hated" you, or just plain "didn't like anyone", I still was head over heels, for you. And yes, there are times, where I look at you and want to scream "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, WHY DON'T YOU SEE THAT?!" in your face.. but I contain myself. You're a great guy.. And one day, I hope you read this, and know exactly who you are, because I bet a million dollars, at least 4 people will read this and know EXACTLY who you are. And all the others will probably want to know who. But I'm not telling, until you figure it out.


Well... Yeah. I love you,          .
xoxoxo,
Marjean.♥