Just thoughts...

Today, I spent a lot of time thinking about life. And, though it is only half way through the day, I have already though more than my daily share. I thought about my inspiration, my passions, my goals, basically, my life. I asked myself "Who inspires you?", "What do you REALLY want to do with your life?", "What is 'love'?", things along those lines. I also thought about God and my faith, which has become a big part of my life recently. And, I feel as if I should blog about this stuff... And so here I am.. Contemplating life...
Who inspires me? First of all, my family, who have put up with me for almost 15 years (and my mom, who has put up with me for longer... haha). They're so strong and devoted to being the best they can be.. It's amazing.
Second, my best friends, whom all walk completely different life paths, but can still come together to watch Disney movies, eat fattening foods and giggle about our newest crushes.. And then spiral off into the deepest conversations ever.
Third, the people I know whom have wanted to end it all, and still found faith in life. That's something so many have failed to do, and have taken their lives... That in itself gives me hope. And inspires me to live life to the fullest.
Fourth, Doug. Yeah, photographer, Coastie, father, husband, man of God, and all around amazing person. Mhmmm, that one. To be so devoted to family, God, your passion and your work... I could only ever HOPE to be as great of person as you. And Corrie, you're quite amazing too. Raising your kids, Graduating with a masters while doing so, Finding a job, being committed to God, caring and compassionate towards others.. Wow. You're just great. And together, you've raised beautiful, amazing kids, so far! (:
Fifth, everyone at my church... You're such amazing people, the youth leaders deliver such POWERFUL messages and you're SO welcoming, towards EVERYONE. You are all just so inspiring. And I love you all.
Not to mention all the adults whom have entered my life, warmed my heart, and been so caring and kind. I love you!!!
What do I want to do with my life? Photographer? Yes? Maybe? It seems a lot harder than I would have thought.. I don't know if I'm cut out for it...
What is love? I'll get back to you on that one..

Still thinking. . .

xoxo,
Marjean.♥