Love...?

So... there's this guy, whom I've been hopelessly, and incredibly infatuated with since the beginning of seventh grade (literally the FIRST DAY of school). It's been two years, and I'm still crazy over him. I don't even know why. Yes, feelings faded over the summers, but as soon as I thought about him, saw him, dreamed about him... my feelings flooded back. I guess I could say "I don't know what it is, about him!" but in reality, I do. He's my "perfect guy" in almost every way. I'd list the ways, but I don't really need him to figure it out. The worst part is, he's showed interest in almost every one of my friends, and never even batted an eye towards me. I know I should just get over him, believe me, I know.. I've been told enough by my friends.. whom can't even really stand him. But the thing is, even if people give me a MILLION reasons to hate him, even if HE gives me a million reasons to hate him, I still seem to find that single reason to stay. I guess even more, I should try because  he's dating a friend of mine. For a while now. But yet, still... I'm stuck. Maybe it's part of being a teen.. Maybe I'm crazy.. But man, I'm hooked, on this boy.
Blarg.
That is all.

xoxo,
Marjean.♥